Friday, January 21, 2011

Oh, You Blog too? Wierd.

Once again, I have to apologize for being notably absent from the blogging world. I've decided that when things get incredibly stressful in my life I tend to disappear from the things I love. Writing. Loving. Being Free. One would think that when I'm stressed I would want to write more. Sort my life out. Vent, if you will. WRONG. I don't understand why I have such a rough time expressing my feelings when I feel like I am living in a pressure cooker. Under normal circumstances I feel like I share too much. I blame my extroverted nature. Or my parents. They are quite extroverted as well.

My life has taken a curious turn of events in the past week...month...year. Whatever.

Remember that great job I left the ex for, packed up my life and moved back to Phoenix to take? Yeah, I was laid off. It's almost humorous. I am choosing to take the optimists approach and focus on what is good in my life. I live with my siblings, rent is cheap and they will feed me. I have the yearning desire to write again. I didn't want to write when I worked there. I had no creative spark left in me at the end of the day. The thought of writing seemed like a chore. It's like having homework every day for the rest of your life. Yeah, kind of like that except you can never get an "A" I'm healthy-ish. I have better friends than I deserve. I have money saved so I should be okay for a couple months while I figure out what it is I want to do with my life. Honestly, if I could keep my creative juices flowing I would love to settle into being a writer full time. Who knows, maybe this is the push I needed to finish my book. Free flowing creativity is not to be taken lightly. I need to harness this.

Speaking of...I am finally building a website so I can get off this horribly optimized blogger platform. It should be done soon, depending on how fast I decide to fill it with content. I'm struggling with color options. I need to find my power color but I want to stay away from anything super girly...I don't want to put off the men, you know? It's doubtful many men will find the content of my musings very informative or helpful, but you never know. They will read this if they know whats good for them. This is a very clear view into the mind of a woman. It's almost like a cheat sheet.

I've had an itching for an adventure. I have another girls cabin weekend coming up in February. Hopefully it will be as horribly dramatic and life threatening as the last one so I have something remotely interesting to share with you. I don't think I actually published the Honey Hole ( Yes, the actual name of our cabin ) post. I should probably post that so you guys know how close we came to being raped and/or killed. That death trip is really what catapulted me in to my love for blogging. It's super dramatic I am convinced is going to the the highlight of my book :)

Until then...

Stay Gorgeous ;)

1 comment:

  1. you may have talked me out of the girls cabin weekend extravaganza. Just kidding, I'm in still, but I may buy mace just in case. You were looking for adventure...something to get out of the rut, maybe this is it!